Thursday, April 12, 2012
I Am Me...
I am me.
I offer no apologies for who I am.
I am not the nicest person that you will ever meet. I, also, am not the meanest. I am honest. I am a very blunt kind of honest that takes some getting used to for most people.
I refer to my children as spawn, things, demons, and many other not so nice and pretty phrases. I love my children very much, I just will not sugarcoat motherhood and act like it’s all happy and sappy all the time. I do have sappy moments though. I have human mommy feelings sometimes. I tend to let my dark side out more so than my sappy side.
I am still a hopeless romantic. I have been so unlucky in love in the past that you would think that I would start to give up on love. I still believe that it is waiting on me. I am very much crazy about the man that I have been seeing for a while now, and while I would love to say that he is the answer to my prayers, I’ll be honest and say that I am following my heart but taking my brain along for the ride.
I am risqué. I do not feel like sexual urges and tendencies are something that we should hide. I feel that sex is a normal healthy thing and anyone that doesn’t feel that way is simply weird in my eyes. I love talking about sex. I however am not someone who generally sleeps around. I have had a drunken mistake or two though… I hope to not have those in the future.
I have to go. I am not sure what I was hoping to accomplish with this blog other than to say, I am me. I offer no apologies for who I am. I am me, and I feel like I am a wonderful person to be.